Day 4 - Fast

CW am : 193.5
CW pm : 


Fasting again today.  Luckily, I really do feel like crap.  I'm thinking about going back to bed...maybe with a warm glass of water or something.  It started snowing earlier, but it's stopped.  Our low for tonight is 4 degrees Fahrenheit, and tomorrow it's 8.  Hooking up my Wii Fit so I can do some yoga and such.  Other than that, a slow boring day.


Have a great day ladies!  Stay strong!

Hard To Believe

Olive Garden Italian Restaurant

Got a case of the Mondays? Beat 'em with breadsticks!


It's hard to believe this is how our country is telling us to deal with a "case of the Mondays".  
Stuff your face, you'll feel fine.  Everything will turn better...haven't they realized they're destroying everyone yet?

Day 3 - 200 Cals

CW am : 193.5

CW pm : 194

A 200 calorie day.  I think I'll stick with dinner only.  I'll just pretend I ate breakfast and lunch before he got up.  That should throw him off for a bit.  I can't wait for tomorrow, another fasting day, and I get two days worth.  Not too much to write today, except... I finished Wintergirls just a while ago.  Great book.  I was doing my makeup and my arms felt really heavy (other than the fact they are) and warm while the rest of me was cold.  

Breakfast:

* Nada

Breakfast Total Calories : 0 cals

Lunch:

* Nada

Lunch Total Calories : 0 cals

Dinner:

* 

Dinner Total Calories : 200 cals

Reading Wintergirls and really enjoying it. Just laying here thinking about stuff...I feel decent about myself for the moment, but I know that will fade soon. Tomorrow is a 200 day, so I'll feel a bit more in control...I hope.

Day 2 - 500 Cals

CW am : 195

CW pm : 195

Thus begins day 2.  A 500 calorie day.  I'm honestly debating whether to even eat them or not.  I'm still not really hungry.  I guess I should so my body at least thinks I'm mixing it up.  I lost 5 pounds yesterday, which is great, but I don't know.  I'm going out to see Harry Potter today with my dad.  I don't like the food there, the popcorn makes me sick and the candy hurts my teeth, so as bad as they are for me, I'll just have a large diet coke for the 2.5 hour movie.

I'm planning to have a lazy sort of day today.  I'm sure I'll be walking around a lot, because this movie theatre is on top of a casino and it is HUGE.  I love the place though, really glad I can get some time away to think and such.  I ordered Kessa last night because I loved The Best Little Girl In The World so much.  I'm reading Wintergirls until it comes, then I'll reread Best Little Girl and move onto the sequel.

I'm aiming for 180 by the end of this month.  I think it's doable.  We'll see.  Be back later!  Stay strong and love your water!


Breakfast:
* 108 g - Red Potato - 73 Cals
* 1/2 oz - Swiss - 55 Cals
* 61 g - Egg Beaters - 30 Cals
* 1 Slice - Turkey Bacon - 35 Cals
Breakfast Total Cals : 193 cals (307 remaining)


Lunch:
* Nada
Lunch Total Cals : 0 cals (307 remaining)


Dinner:
* Whole Wheat Spaghetti
* Spicy Sauce
* Corn
* Garlic Bread 
Dinner Total Cals : 307 cals (0 remaining)


Well I didn't have all the calories typed out for each thing on dinner because it was already a meal I created a while back.  I ate it and it's a bit less than that, but I decided I'd round up so I had an excuse not to eat (:

Day 1 - Fast

CW am: 200.5
CW pm: 195.5

Today is day 1 of the "Lily Diet".  It's a fasting day, I found it on PT.  I've done really well so far today, although I'll admit I was tempted by the pizza rolls my kids had for lunch.  I know how bad they are for me, but sometimes I just can't help it.  Thank goodness today that wasn't the case, I restrained myself and continued to sip on my water with lemon.

It's not too hard to fast today as I really don't feel hungry.  I'm finding I'm only becoming hungry when I'm really bored...which is all the time.  Going to fake sick tonight for dinner and magically "feel better" tomorrow when I have an eating day.  I'll stay better but still "queasy" until Tuesday when I'll go into full-out don't feel good again for the two day fast.  This time around, things are going to get very complicated.  Husbands do not make anything easy.  

Lucky for me he won't suspect much on Thanksgiving when I have 250 calories because I literally hate the food anyway.  I'm so bored I'm going to do some crunches then play Sims 3 or something.

Stay strong! 

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I saw the word skillet.  I got really really hungry.  A McSkillet sounds really good.  Instead I'm trying to figure out how to incorporate a skillet dish for my food tomorrow.  I'm guessing potato, egg beaters spinach and maybe half a slice of cheese. I have no clue, but now I really can't stop thinking about food!  I'm off to plan dinner for the family.  


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Well it's 7:15pm I have been successful the whole day.  I've been looking forward to tomorrow when I can eat something, to keep my husband off of my back.  I've also been thinking about everything I can eat with 500 calories, and let me tell you, the way I prepare things...that's a lot.  So, I'm finishing one maybe more episodes of Nip Tuck (oh em gee I love it!!) then probably heading to bed early, pending the waking up of the youngest.  That way, I can't fail if I'm asleep.  (:


Stay strong everyone!  See you in the morning!!

Overview

This blog will be about the different "projects" or "challenges" I'm currently on.  First up is "Lily's Diet" after that who knows.  I have the two other blogs...one is my mobile updates for this blog and one is my life blog.  I just need to vent sometimes and that's where I'll do it.